It's still dark....

I remember being a kid and trying to stay up until the sun came up. It felt like it would take forever before that little peak of light would show up. That's how I feel right now. I'm waiting for that peak of light. That "joy comes in the morning" light. Every now and then I feel like everything is right with the world, then I remember what is wrong and fall into a funk once again. I keep reminding myself that it has been less than 2 weeks. It's okay to feel like this, it's just not okay to get stuck here. At some point, the light has to come. Morning comes everyday, it's one of the few constants. I'm just waiting for God to say "Let there be light". Until then....I wait